Space Traveler Shares Depression Following Wave of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a online statement, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the flight, such as spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
